And i love you so

Last goodbye with a kiss

2011-12-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hi Baby!

I just want to say thank you for those wonderful days we had!3weeks of laughter and sadness. The moments i had with you will always be in my heart yea.I wana tell you that im sorry for not being the perfect boyf you ever wish for. The perfect guy to ever understand what you going through. The perfect guy who doesnt mind you mixing round with other guys.

Im sorry for putting you through lots of difficulties during the r/s. But when i look back i think back about the times we had. Like first time i called you and we had lots of crap to talk about. the days i told you my mum and dad kept shooting me like a machine gun. the times when you actually cried and say you didnt want me to leave you and just wish to get married instantly.The times when we started thinking our children should have what names.haha. Those were the days that i truly will miss.

I wouldnt say you didnt give me hell most of the time but as time passes by i realise im getting used to it.i mean its still hell but yeah i try to understand why your giving me hell for. Having you around is like a drug that i need.its a daily thing for me cause your an addiction.

When i say i love you i do mean it.I just wanted to be there seeing you happy and sad. through good times and bad. i know no matter what happens im still there to protect you when im around.

Baby you brought me to a whole new level.A world with a whole new meaning to it. Im sorry for putting you through the toughest spot when you say you do not know whether you have feelings for me. All i can say is i wanted you so badly cause i realise comparing with my ex's your someone which words can describe and feelings just happen to be there. i just wish to marry you so badly, having a family with you, living in our own world where its just you and me.

Im gonna tell everybody I see just how much you mean to me,
tell it to the people who don't want to hear,
tell it every night and every day of the year,
tell it to my friends who doesnt know.
Watch you smile while your sleeping,
I could spend my life with you in this sweet surrender.

For everything you done, Thank you for being there for me through good and bad times
I love you

S's 051111<3

2010-09-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

When your in primary school, teacher always ask what do we wana do when we become an adult? Some would say i wana be a policeman while others would wana be a doctor, nurse?So that made us dream big. A dream that can never come true. oh well. thats for me i guess? okay moving on.

Sorry folks for not updating blog. Busy recouping from an injury.i'll be out of soccer for the next 4 to 5 months time.cause i broke my ankle joint.wont be recovering that fast. Anyway also i visited both my grandmother and friend wake. Yes both of them passed away last week.Many of my relatives and parent friends came. they saw me wearing a cast. so all of them basically asked what happend and i have to fill in the whole story to them. All of them were nice to tell me to take care of myself. Kinda like Center attraction for the whole thing.

So yea moving on i thought of going to thailand again but its with my buddies lionel william and weixian.so ya. lionel will see through it hoping everything would be fine. So im on 12 days mc and it will probly be the last day of my mc tmr.i might decide to extend my mc. A simple way to avoid the bitch in my camp.prevent conflicts for now. urgh totally nuisance. Bitch also didnt attend nimalan's wake. No guts. you dun have the courage to face your own man death.dun even respect by least paying a visit.hq and everyone came where were you? be glad i ignored you when i was in camp. if i had to start a fight with you oh boy i will.

will update more when i have the time kay

2010-09-11T18:19:00.002+08:00

hey!back to blog again. well yesterday went to Rebel. Didnt really go to Zirca because the music wasnt that awesome compared to Rebel. So dance more at rebel then zirca. Asked my cousin to join me but she was at supperclub. okay so shes giving it a miss.but hey i be meeting her next week at rebel since its her first time. Shes bringing her friends while im bringing mine too. Well came back home this morning bout 5 plus send sean and kenneth back home. SO kinda shag too. woke up around 2plus in the afternoon then headed to swimming pool there to suntan too.

The sun was awesome!v nice so stayed about 2 hours before coming up.but still gonna go for more suntanning and gymming. next week club. cant wait(: well shall blog again maybe later or next time(: see you people!

2010-08-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

had a great day today.well last friday dad book the hotel at marina sands. and i stayed alone.kinda nice and fun. And on sunday i have to book in camp early due to duty.anyway parents are going to europe soon. swiss,france,italy and last but not least london. follow on to china!hahaha but tmr they be going to cruise first.so yeah
and i be in camp

how sucky can that be.well nothing much to say today.played pool with my dad.lost to him 6 rounds like wth.not a single round win.oh well. went to pub after that hear live band play.Anyway hope i ord soon so i can explore the world(: gotta go now kinda tired.no mood too.goodnight(:

2010-08-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yawn. what a day today.tmr having duty.gosh no proper rest at all.But what to do.SAF what. okay well lets talk about today. had a talk with cheryl about her o lvls and which jc shes planning to go.Shes planning to go NJC which i told her not to as i have a buddy who regretted picking njc due to lousy teachers. not all good jcs definitely have good teachers.lousy schools do have good teachers too as the teachers know that these students need their help.

okay moving on.well spend time with my parents.talking bout what im planning to do with my life.like planning to do part time work in the states and study abroad.now home alone facing the laptop and watching tv too. i realise Singapore is really missing out good shows. my favourite shows! Like Jersey shore. Silent library, 16 and pregnant, hard time of RJ berger, warren the ape and my favourite show PARENTAL CONTROL(: man. love that show. well gonna go watch now so yeah will be blogging tomorrow. see you and goodnight

2010-08-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

Im back from camp.Booked out not long ago. Well yesterday had much fun watching sir and mdm arguing. i was pretty much on sir side rather on mdm. Shes not the kind who is able to talk reason with. Shes dun really give a shit about what you say unless your doing it her way. Yet alone i have been tortured by her since the day i ever step foot to the brigade. And now i gonna say everything out now.

Mdm- Your a bitch. you think your that big in the brigade that everyone have to do it your way?Face it, there are alot of people who do not like you. You just enjoy stepping over my head dun you? keep it going mdm i dare you to. You step over my head before and i freaking scolded you hardcore manner and what did you do?suck up to me somemore. And then what happen?the guys come back from their training and you suddenly turn back to your oldself and fuck me up again.Yesterday your lucky the argument between you and qm. He didnt want to raise his voice cuz he still respect you.Well just a lil bit more and you will probly be dead if you think his that easily taken down.Change your attitude and i might consider just consider respecting you again.

Sidney- shes a bitch and your a bastard. dude seriously fuck you. you think your that rich like one big fuck like this?telling to tran saying you freaking take 10k cash and slap his face?your a douchebag. and please i didnt even fucking purposely light the paint on fire. wake up la. at that point of time there wasnt any thinner around therefore i dip it into the paint and the light it as it helps to take out the paint.From what i see you assume i was freaking bored and light the paint on fire purposely huh?Please la dun everything go behind and complain to MDM.i didn no wrong and please try doing 3 straight days of 24 hour duties. having only like what 2 hours of sleep every now and then?im pissed and tired yet you still wana do such thing. Today you ask bay help you do stuff in a fuck up attitude. He haven eat his dinner you go and ask him do your shit stuff.Just one more time.you see what will happen. i will freakin make your day a nightmare .if i have to get charge so be it.

Finally to Mx.

your looking for stead doesnt have anything to do with me. you ask them for their opinion then why even bother asking me?i tell you in your face your not ready for one. why wont you even listen?if your not gonna listen dun even bother asking me.you wana break guys heart go ahead just because you got into many relationship which didnt really work out.Your just a flirt nothing much but a flirt. Your mum was right you shouldnt even get to one. Over pampering you will sure spoil you more. Yet alone saying you will go back school as promise to study hard. Next thing you know. aiya lazy to go back to school.so you skip school. its not your 1st time skipping school. If you wana skip so much i rather you quit school.dun even bother going to school.no wonder my friends didnt like you. talked like one ah lian. Yet alone dun appreciate stuff around you.taking things for granted. No wonder everyone look down on you la. You blame the express students for looking down on Na and Nt. its because ppl like you spoil the market. seriously wake up.face reality. your just gonna suffer. right now i believe. Being your friend was a wrong idea.

thats all. im not the kind who loves to complain but seeing this kind of people really annoys me.irritate me to the extend that i have to lecture. I wont do this kind of stuff until my patience runs out.I have no problem with people just only you 3. Urgh.Stupid Fellas!

2010-08-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

June 17, 1999(part 1)

My name is Mina Nam. Im 19 still very young. but i am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as im writing my story. At this moment Im sitting at 'our' spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.

The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake.I took a glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. Inside im still the same person.

I have done and given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that i have done for him and make him love me back. But i cant.

Love is not selfish.

So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and i never asked for his love in return. Even though i'll leave this world soon, my love for him will still remain. My story begins when i first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day.It all started out...

October 31, 1993 (part 2)

''You better come back here you good for nothing brat!''

I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and i didnt want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. Im afraid I cant take it anymore so i hid in my closet.

I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that imalways afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.

Im just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when i was turning ten.Before she died she told me that i was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she'll be gone, her love remains with me always.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. 'If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?' So now when i had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem i had for myself was shattered and i was living a nightmare.

My closet door suddenly opened.

"There you are you wicked girl!"

My stepmom started cursing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because i knew what was going to happen next.

*WHACK WHACK WHACK.*

I cried out in pain but i knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldnt breathe.

"Not again!Don;t you see how much your costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasnt for all these medical bills we wouldnt be so poor now!"

I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and i couldnt breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they're not sure how much longer i'll be able to live. My dad ( who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.

He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmom's arm lightly and said, "I think she had enough. You don't want her to have another attack. Calim down and let's have dinner."

"Thats why im hitting her!" she yelled. "She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!"

"I didnt get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about--"

But i was cut off by the whack of my stepmom's stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didnt want to look at her.

My dad said, "Well dinner's just going to be a little late today. Mina say sorry to your mom."

Despite the pain, I managed to say, "Sorry mom. Please forgive me."

My dad handed me some money. "Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight." My stepmom's temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.

I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr Choi the owner of Choi Food Market,shook his head as i walked in. He knew what kind of hell i was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.

"that'll be $3.49."

"What?" I asked. "umm..Mr. Choi. That's impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15"

"I know Mina." Mr Choi gave me a sad smile. "The exact price is $14.32. Why don't you keep the change for yourself?"

I opened my mouth in shock. "Mr Choi...I..I cant do that," I said as i handed him 20.

He only took 5. "No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours dont give you any money."

I looked up at Mr.Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.

2010-08-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

Before i head back to camp. im gonna write a post on my blog. As i think back my whole 7 months of NS. There are pretty much pros and cons about it. The pay, the rank, the posting and the vocation. if theres really a chance to have option to serve ns. i rather serve it in other country. And that country would definitely be in the states and no to Singapore.But just have to suck thumb and serve since im a singaporean.

i rather pledge my duties to serve and get recognised and go down to iraq. Not saying that i hate Singapore or what. But being in singapore have lots of ups and downs. And honestly said, Singapore is safe country where you guys can sleep soundly at night 24/7. most of you guys know that after i serve my ns for 2 years.i will be leaving and go to the states for a month or two. if things go well as i plan. i might wana serve in the US force. Besides, living condition there is better then singapore. NO road tax, the old folks get free medical treatment.food cheaper.

Now i have to focus real much on my duties in ns.all i can say is. my RQ(1st warrant officer) is a bitch(:

2010-08-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

Finally recreated the whole blog skin and change certain things inside this blog. Sorry. Quite plain actually but might redo again when i really have the time. and yes IM ON Mc! till tomorrow.awesome

2009-06-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

Great fucking lost yesterday game.

1-0
3-1

Not even a single piece of shit am i able to qualify for the quarter finals.Yet i have disappointed many of the people down there.thinking im able to win these tournament.i have myself to blame

2009-06-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a match at kallang cage.Team name called Temivel.If you dunno the meaning of Temivel then do check out somewhere from the dictionary.all i can say is that its not really gonna help if you find in an english dictionary.

okay back to the point so yeah i was place as a keeper since my keeper was busy preparing for O lvls.i have to do the honour.well anyway was pretty upset though.lost the game 3-1 i was making a comeback when SUDDENLY i had hamstring problem.it was a pull.so ya hurt pretty badly.cant run cant even continue on.MAN WHAT A COMEBACK-.-

i was like wtf?it wasnt even my dad at all.pretty disappointed with the team.but yea i cant just blame them?basically i have to blame myself too.anyway i have to clinch the next two matches with a victory in order to progress on to the quarter finals.die die must make it in.putting body on the line?yes?no? It would definitely be a YES.this victory means alot to me and the team.hardcore playing.

ANYWAY to those who wana come.it will be at kallang cage:D if you know where is it.its 11am to 1pm. well i have to recover fast from the hamstring pull.the captain should recover as fast as possible. :D

2009-05-21T12:23:00.002+08:00

Things couldnt go well either.is like been trying that hard many times to understand such situation but yet couldnt.anger and hatred was all rushing through.Why wouldnt i be pissed?man even soccer have dozen of complications.juniors have O lvls.how to play next week tournament?Realise how big and strong my squad is.15 strong members. Played 3 games with different team yet we show how unstoppable we are.

Whitley sec
1st leg- 9-2
2nd leg- 4-5

Yishun
3-1

Guys be strong we gonna win all this matches(:

2009-05-11T11:40:00.003+08:00

have not been really updating nowadays due to several reasons i wouldnt really say it here.only certain people know like jeremy clement mong and ming jian.yea so anyway had such a bad sunburn.and it sure hurts alot.well at least i get what i have been wanting(: a tan.well im looking forward for the soccer trial which jeremy had put up for church yea.But yet again im not fully recovered.

but also it has been a great disappointment for the trials.2 times it rains.yesterday and the week before last week.how annoying! Clement talk to me on msn and kept saying he might not be able to pass the trial and kept saying im different im definitely no doubt gonna make it into the team and yeah. Dude cmmon have more faith man(: its gonna be jeremy you and me in the team together.Maybe your not use to playing field since you played many times on hard court.

Well i planning to change my jersey number anyway.any great ideas?always been having like 6?hmmm maybe 5?26? we see by then. Update another time(:

2009-03-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

hahaa buddyy!stupid sms i send ya.hahaha anyway we should meet up someday yeah.your busy and im busy no time to chat.and your still the same asking me all the same questions all over again.and also i didnt save your blog and ur num hahaha!its so fun.anyway last night met JO and mong.brought along with me was HAFIZ hahaha he played lan and we game on for L4D.he was totally awesome.dude your way better then me when i first started off playing L4D.its was damn fun not to mention heart thumping real fast.get spooked by JO and mong the stupid zombies.

then after that headed back home and we cab back.was about $12.80hahaha and i was aiming the ice at the bus whenever it passes by us.

2009-03-20T13:01:00.002+08:00

Last tuesday after work jeremy asked me to stay over on wed at payar lebar since he have not met me for ages haha.which was kinda true been rather busy hardly had time to have my freedom.So i told him i will spend the night at his house before spending another night at payar lebar.so ya i went over his house since we live not soo far apart from each other.But his condo was kinda old but their house are pretty nice for a family of 7.so yeah he say i change alot and i look hell freaking better and i told him i still gotta improve myself

it doesnt take a day to change but many many more days to change myself.His sister was playing com and we head to the bedroom.Suddenly Megan called him hahaha exact timing when we headed to the room.so he had 15 to 20 mins chat with her and after the chat he apologised for not accompanying me BUT HEY its alright man dude(: we went to bed as we're tired couldnt even move a single footstep out the room.we kept silent while we're on bed.i slept on his bed he slept on his younger sis bed.then i was about to close my eyes when he called me and say that there will be soccer team being created at church and he asked me to go for the trial and i opened my eyes BIG.hahaha for those who do not know.IM A SOCCER FANATIC.for that i would later tell you more how fanatic i am.

So yeah he say that pastor was gonna create a church team and they wanted me in the team.jeremy say there will be a trial as many will be joining.but jeremy and i know we sure gonna make it in the team:D afterall we are secondary school soccer team.and we played hell lots of soccer.anyway FASTFORWARD TO THE NEXT DAY AITE.

The next morning we woke up jeremy and i had a wash up before having breakfast.the sister was already having her lovely simple breakfast filled close to her own side of the table while the rest of the bread and butter,jam and milo tin were moved closer to jeremy side.after having breakfast we said our goodbyes to his family before heading to church stayover.there were games like whacko and finding the missing puzzle.BEFORE THAT MANY MISS ME HAHAHA.due to the fact that i went missing and never talk to them on phone or sms.after games we headed to the shower room to shower as we stink really bad and we took turns to shower as there were only 4 shower toilets only.and there were dozen of C zone people walking in out of the toilet.after 40mins of in toilet and shower we headed back down to the audi as we're gonna have lunch.Surprisingly many people know me but i do not really know them and they go saying hey jason remember me?you know my name?how would i know like hello??firstly i went 3 months out of church so how do i know?secondly church have million to billion of people faces to faces which i never seen before even new faces how would you expect me to know who are you?But its alright even me myself have bad memory.

One funny part of the whole program of the stayover was dinner.Why?BECAUSE THEY WERE GONNA GO AND EAT AT CHANGI AIRPOT TERMINAL 3!that was freaking ridiculous why do we have to waste trip go there to eat and come back unless we have programs on down there like waiting for someone from church to return back to singapore or so or maybe catch down an idol arriving to singapore take a picture,signature a simple chat or so.but not.

anyway throughout the whole night after dinner we headed back we played soccer.6 on 6 aside and my team filled with 2 girls and 4 guys and the other team were rather big and huge in sizes but we still won.a wonderful playmaking by me:D and beautiful finsih off by the girls and not to mention JEREMY!hahaha.esther scored 2 and seetoh scored 1.rest scored by me and jeremy scored 1.we won as i scored 4 goals which beats them to the score of 8-0 hahaha.they just found out that i was one of the champions excluding jeremy since they know him much more then i do.and they say i was so damn pro in soccer that i praised myself as c.ronaldo HAHA.thickskin tsk tsk.
after that they went to shower before sleeping or catching a movie in church.for me i was about to head to shower then i saw a group of guys playing with my soccer ball so i headed to them and asked to play a match of 3v3 hahaha and pan was a good goalkeeper saving goals being shot at him.but that was not a serious game so pan said he didnt wana sweat out as he showered already but i told him relax i end the game asap for you and he say okay.hahaha so yeah we beat the other 3 guys with a score of 3-1 all of it i score.

so yeah hahaha pan say i was a pro.went to play a few more games on before showering.then went to sleep after that.next day we had extreme makeover whereby we make use of one of our own cg person to go on a makeover.so we used melvin.a guy who feels naturally good wearing clothes he likes but not clothes being chozen by his parents.each cg was entitled to a budget of 80bucks include haircut($8)and they must either go to one or both destination to shop which is located at FAR EAST PLAZA OR BUGIS STREET.so we went to FEP to shop and makeover him.he looks so much nicer with jeans and a proper style shirt which had a design of a scarf around the neck.and we got him a watch too.we over exceed the $80 budget.total we spend was like $120 plus.but still we wont 2nd runner up.and also whatever we spend on him he gets to keep everything(: which was good for him and also let him know that now his only 14 but still fashion keeps up to date so yeah wear nice alright melvin!dun let fashion tase go to drain!!after all the makeover we went back home cuz we were rather tired but still it was a wonderful and unforgettable day that we had.the guys and girls who spend time with me

thank you(:

2009-03-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

tmr gonna celebrate my dads' birthday(:

2009-03-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

Keep it cool,
Im gonna dance with you,
In our backyard club,
Check out what we got,
Plus from the club,
To the crib it's like a mile away,
People gonna flip for this shit,
you can bank on it,
The way she climbs up and down them poles,
Lookin like one of them pussy cat dolls,
Looking back, it's been so long,
A picture in my wallet,
That's all you'll ever be.

2009-03-12T16:31:00.002+08:00

Too many clear cuts are happening with such undesirable luck.
Time are not in my favour for now.
Outcomes are happening without neither an answer nor help.
Times passes by destroying every single mood i had.
Every minute & second pass by makes me even more dreadful about reality
For what i desire,has been gone.
Not knowing much about my surrondings has even created more fear in my life.
But i will assure things will change around.

2009-02-28T11:47:00.003+08:00

Calling up my house to hang it up You think that makes sense
Tell me what it takes for us to shake so we can be friends
It's time for us to take our separate paths
We had a lot of laughs but the good things come to pass
Let's make it an even break don't make it scandalous
Try to be mature I'm pretty sure that we can handle this
You're saying I'm too busy I ignore you
I guess you didn't hear me when I said that I cared for you
But now it seems the arguments are nightly
I wanna hold you tightly but instead you wanna fight me
So why let it stress and aggravate me
Instead I'd rather break hope you don't hate me
You tell me that you love me but your lyin'
Fighting back the urge to start cryin'
I wipe away your tears come and hug me
I love you like you love me

2009-02-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

i finally waited and it truly pays off.waited very long each day was just one small glimpse of hope that you would talk to me but each time it was just a disappointment.but now and now today you talk to me and im so happy about it.it just blows everything away.i couldnt wait to talk to you online,couldnt wait to sms you,couldnt wait to call you and couldnt wait to go out with you.its been 7 yrs now and finally it pays off.i assure you things would get better.and i love you so(:

2009-02-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

been super long since i had updated my blog.been working for quite some time and yea so that could only explains my disappearance on msn.nothing much nowadays just wana quickly work and get my money so i can shop!for now got nothing much to blog as im freaking tired

2009-02-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

Scott MacIntyre

Blind but fully talented and thats what he is
His aint perfect but his talented voice sure moves me
He might not be seen as a perfect guy in this world
But to him his already one who couldnt ask for more
A great icon to the blinds by still pursuing what he loves most
With a never die spirit

2009-02-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

so morning woke up brush teeth and had a quick shower before heading down to bbdc for second btl part 2.was super boring inside the class.had to burn 2 hours before i could get my ass out and have a bite.was damn hungry.then ltr on had to meet up zach and isaac and head down to town.they wana do shopping so yeah give them shop.i just browse around and crap.famous crapper to make ppl laugh:D thats me! hahahaha dunno why have that bad habits to crap.but when we look at another surface we could let them smile and laugh and cheer their day up rather then seeing them pissed off and having a no mood day.

so thats when crap can comes in as the advantage to cheer them up.probly when i say crap many may misunderstood it.i refer it as a joke and not some mean nasty crap to disturb people and NO thats not me. anyway had lunch at pastamania and zach was freaking funny!the person ask him whats the choice of pasta he took the little penne and showed it to her and say penne to her hahahaha was freaking funny.you guys should had seen his face.

so after lunch chilled at gloria jean right outside cathay.had choco and cream chilled coffee(i think so) yea chill till 6 plus before went on our shopping.ended around 7 plus and we went out way back to clementi and everyone set off to different path back home.tmr might be meeting isaac to buy his cigar LOL.

2009-02-08T19:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday was feeling terribly sick.morning was totally damn sick and still have to go out for soccer.trying to fight with the fever and go against all odd with it.too weak to fight.high fever weak legs totally pulled me down.mood change from a cheerful fella to a no mood fella but still didnt show out my no mood face to my team.so i just rushed them saying last goal last goal.all agreed as they knew i couldnt go on if not i could just fall flat.so yea today felt much better due to numerous hot shower with hot milos and a wonderful bed. couldnt have ask for more.

2 different relavtives came.1 from mother side the other from father side.so yea dad side ask me when am i gonna stay over at her house which is like so far at the east side?but see first la. now chatting on msn with TOOT and serene and dozen left over flooded msges on msn which i yet to reply

other then that tmr have to go bbdc for second training boring man

2009-02-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

2009-02-06T20:34:00.001+08:00

Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place
And just kick it like TaeBo
And possibly bend you over
Look back and watch me smack that

2009-02-06T10:41:00.003+08:00

So yesterday went out with isaac to meet up with christina but then isaac have to leave early to company his stead so yea.left me and christina so we went bugis to snack first before heading down to Plaza Sing.must cheer her up since she was fired for some unreasonable reasons.so yea hahaha all the way i kept making her laugh which shows great improvement in her mood!so we both watch the weddding game and boy i nearly fell asleep and christina kept looking at me every half an hour hahaha to assure that i aint sleeping.

But i wasnt even sleeping at all.so after the movies we headed down to the arcade and i paid for her arcade and movies and let her decide what game she wana play.so yea played quite numerous kind of games.and we played photo hunt and i can tell you this i suck at it..its always i who comes down to find 1 diff pic and she can find all 4 so fast?!my eyesight must be sucky haha she kept laughing at me): hahahaha so we played the bubble games too and yea finally she lost to me many times and i have whack by her.but it really did seems that i see a cheerful person in her right now

after arcade i decided to bring her go to newton circles to eat since our stomach was rumbling.hahaa so took bus down to newton circles.even before waiting for bus kept crapping and making her happy as usual.We had stingray fried rice and oyster omellete.hahaha it was not ex at all was about 20 bucks for all.eat eat eat then we took train back and i send her home.so yea drop her home and she told me to sms her afterthat but i didnt sms LOL.cuz in the cab freaking hilarious when i took the cab back home.the driver and i talk alot and seriously this is the first time i having lot chat with the driver

driver was from india and instead of charging me 27.80 he charge only 17 bucks!reason is he accidentally took the wrong way back to my house so ya but glad his friendly unlike other uncle.To him business isnt important is the service he gives to the customer is important.for that A1 to your service man.

only when i reached home i rmbr i had to sms her but nvm i called her and chat till 2 plus in the morning before sleeping.and today she will be busy babysitting her neighbour children the whole day so yea.

2009-02-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

Jaygee company- your pay to part timer do sucks alot and its unreasonable with your incentives.it states as long as we didnt show up we cant receive our incentives thats true but let me ask you this aite?if we were sick are we bound to really turn up for duty?hello like excuse me?i bet you be running as far apart for the sick patient or so.Cmmon wake up to your sense its not like we do not wana turn up right?and besides the pay is 3.50 an hour so what more do you want to take away from us?

and secondly i realise i been doing too many great deals for your company and your fucking full timers can claim bonus.and the bonus they earn wasnt their sales deal it was MINE.dude cmmon im the one who brought in sales for you guys and in the end credits doesnt go out to my hardwork but others?everyday i put through $1700++ and that really says it all and i do keep track for everything that i do.let me tell you this i hit target sales more then your full timers did.i persuade customer with a hungry stomach and a dry throat everyday and it hurts.and when im sick i already cant get my incentive too this is fucking stupid.

And to Daniel(supervisor) thanks for everything you done to help me.Your the greatest help among in the shop and not only that you do teach me the basic ropes when i first started in the shop.it has been a real deal that the company has you and sadly your gone.You have been a great encouragement not to me but to the others too.sadly i know there are ppl in the shop who BACKSTAB and disgrace other people in the shop without you noticing.Daniel is friendly and caring towards his staff.even to me:D he treated me many times for lunch we had buffet.i know daniel many times when i say we meet up for lunch after i ended my contract i didnt keep my promise.and for that im sorry.i feeling this guilt in me because your the only one who treated me the best throughout the whole entire working days i had in the company.

and its not like i dun wish to treat you or so.not being stingy with money but i drop my hp in the swimming pool therefore hence im unable to reach you through mobile phone anymore.and thanks for offering me to stay longer in the company but i just cant.i dun wana keep pulling sales in but then credits doesnt go to my hard earn effort.its a pure waste.like you say a company that pays low doesnt need a hard earn working staff like me around.i cant be there to ask for a higher pay.but im always ready to debate with anyone if they were wrong.i will always step up if i feel that that fella has done something wrong but which she or he thinks its right.

last but not least daniel i hope we could meet up soon so that i can give you a proper treat and really thank you for accepting my NONSENSE and play along and make me laugh alot during our working days(: glad to have you not just as my SUPERVISOR but a friend too(:

2009-02-01T19:38:00.003+08:00

felt so tired woke up like 11 plus in the morning?then in the afternoon used the com surf some webbies and music to kill my personnal free time.after that hariz called wana tag over to my house so yea he came.and he played smackdown vs raw 2009 and i was like watching him play till i fell asleep on the couch hahaha guess im very tired.then sis woke me up say she wana watch the australia open around 4 plus in the afternoon.and realise we were late for our soccer match.had to quickly change and rush off with hariz since the rest were waiting for us.

now nothing much to blog since im so freaking dead beat and not showing any passion to blog right now.

2009-01-30T19:20:00.001+08:00

had my left top ear pierced done!1/3 more to be total tan.

2009-01-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

im really unlucky!ask the fella cut spike yes she manage to did it for me then she cut my fringe INTO GIRL KIND!like zomg?!great im a tomboy now i do look like a girl.with freaking weird fringe.bloody joke.i know i know ppl gonna laugh at me but unfortunately they didnt.LOL!who knows?i might attract lesbians HAHA.

my sis laugh at me.well thats normal reaction for ppl who see weird hairstyle.well i kinda find it cute but oh well.AT LEAST I NOT LIKE OTHER PPL WHO HAVE ALMOST SAME HAIRSTYLE LIKE OTHER GUYS OUT THERE!think out of the box haha.and whoa i become a tomboy.

anyway tmr is cny and yea those who are reading my blog wish you a happy cny yea.and to my friends and bros out there too.well glad some gonna stay over on the 29th JAN since my parents are flying OFF again.

2009-01-21T11:52:00.002+08:00

so yeah yesterday was so much fun.went out with ahmad and isaac.we were lanning at aloha lanshop while waiting for isaac.he had some problems with his logsheet which he had to redo em before meeting us.so after waiting 2HOURS for him he finally showed up..hahaha the moment he came we died way faster in the game..hahaha so we pushed all the blame to isaac and ask him to treat us for lunch!in the end he didnt treat.become im the one whos treating them..wow ate at sumo house and they whack the food till 48 dollars plus wow thanks guys..hahahaha okay then we headed down to town taking mrt and we were crapping so much about GOPAL.nobody likes him fancy him borrowing money from the netballers and from me.till now he owes me 30 dollars plusplus.

well who cares about him anyway?other then his close ones such as his family and relatives.other people treat him like a dirtbag after finding out his a loser.a loser who wana act BENG infront of everyone.ROFL enough said about him im moving on.so we headed down to cathay cineleisure and we were roaming about finding a new pair of slippers for ahmad since he so into NEWURBANMALE products.well isaac pulled a funny prank on ahmad hahaha he gave ahmad a size 7 slipper when he should be wearing a size 11.ahmad then say eh why their size 11 so small hahahaha then the sales ambassador came to help ahmad and told him that the one he wore was a size 7 hahaha..then ahmad kept laughing so loud la..

ahmad:eh isaac help me find this colour of slipper
Isaac:i check for you
ME:browsing around waiting for his arrival of slipper
Isaac:here you go
ahmad:(tries on)eh cannot fit lah
SA:(walk towards us) the one your wearing is size 7
Isaac,me: (LAUGH OUT LOUD)
ME: eh you go for american size la asian size cant fit you at all
Isaac:LAUGH FREAKING OUT LOUD
ahmad:(scoopy doo laugh)

hahahaha after all the shopping we done i went for tanning before that we all went fish spa..

during the night we went to bukit batok to help ahmad collect his pay and realise his pay is only 40bucks.he got 2rejected sales therefore he earn so little.he so sad and by the way the HR GUY NAME IS JASON.

like wtf???loser !@#!$!1#@#!#$$#! made us walk so far to find him what a loser..got a car dun wana find us want us to find him..careful later ahmad report to MOM you die hahaha

so yeah had hell lots of fun yesterday so yea hoping for another day to come so can LAUGH even more..sound stupid but it sure bring lots of fun(:

2009-01-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

took out my braces today unwillingly.was force by my parents): and aint no longer braceface.and took a bus back home since dad wana go make a police report about his missing item.i swear there aint no many decent singaporeans around.fancy stealing an old man stuff.no shame.anyway miss all the fun i had with them too man..jeremy kind enough to call me and wana company me.but nah is alright bro thanks anyway.

he ask me why i nvr go out with him anymore with the rest of the ppl too.i just say someday might eventually go out with you guys yeah but nows not the time..but i assure you jeremy that i will go out with you before you enter NS! and thats a promise to you(: true friends and true bro

might be meeting kishern and raymond they all sooner but first im going for tanning tmr:D isaac and ahmad coming too.not too sure whether they tanning or wearing their pajamas along hahaha..well talking to alicia and it seems she really like those videos i send her while just hope it made her smile and made her day(:

well excited for tmrs outing and gonna get burn burn burn:D

2009-01-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

BOOK my basic test next week and hope that i can pass.didnt do much today.suppose to go for soccer match yet didnt.what kind of lousy captain i am.hahaha! lazy bum.nvm.gonna get money this tuesday and gonna shop for my stuff..previous days were bullshit by JAY GEE.geesh scammers.but hackcare anyway.moving on.

gonna get my sister a PS2 to play(: and not for me!i dun really have time to play PS2 but my sis does..and also cny is coming i still do not have mood for it..less writing on todays post due to my power of sleeping.slept around 3 plus till now then wake up.guess im freaking tired.

2009-01-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

OKAY THATS ENOUGH OF YEAR 2009 MAN!aint my day firstly handphone drop into the swimming pool then gotta change to the other phone then when change the charger cant be used like wtf?one day can charge another day cant.then another thing is went to warren with isaac and clement.was suppose to ask for bill then i go say signature please.like GOSH totally embarrassing.then my PAYDAY suppose to collect today become cannot!still processing the cheque like fuck?want me to collect either tmr or friday.and friday sure doomsday.i know..SKIP 2009 PLEASE): its hurting me badly.

1- E65:aint working
2- Samsung Charger: aint working
3- Warren Bill payment: Ask for signature
4- PayDay:Push until so long till either tmr or friday

2009-01-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday was full of shit basically i drop my handphone into the swimming pool and boy it did pretty much damage to it.and was super low cant msg cant call like whats the point?but luckily my dad lend me his old phone which is freaking stupid.i dun even know the dumbshit buttons how to use like FREAKING WEIRD?SAMSUNG..GEESH weird phone.but once i get my pay i gonna buy nokia hp.going out on wed or thursday with jeremy to get new phones.then go tanning and buy clothes too.guys do shop too okay hahaha.just that we dun really shop that often unless we find that we do short of stuff.

Had a HUGE MAJOR QUARREL with someone..couldnt be bothered anyway.well lifes like this.anyway maybe gonna meet up with jeremy to watch soccer later at night..and i know many people are trying to contact me but to no avail sorry people but now its alright already so yeah the number still the same 94524116 i just gonna change phone so yeah no worries.chinese new yr coming and my mood for it is 0%

2009-01-04T11:48:00.001+08:00

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls
And dreaming about you
But I guess I was in love with your memory

2009-01-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

was having a terrible day.feeling super sick and low..so yea went to see doc and i got a 2days MC so i can skip my work and stay at home.kinda weird though..anyway slept very long and many miss calls coming in..anyway was hoping i could go out yea but unfortunately things like this have to happen at the very best moment.wana check out whats hammy doing since she didnt reply my msges and some told me she was v busy so yea no time to entertain.then was talking to hafiz and hariz before we headed down for soccer.sick yet still can play hahaha!well i love soccer alot so even when im down with sickness i couldnt care less about it(: bet if hammy heard about this she gonna slap me again..hahahaha.now blogging since i got time to blog and i thought of piercing my top left ear but many ppl claim that by piercing top you actually might go blind as if it was done wrongly and hit the nerves that connect to the eye nerves section.

so eventually having a second thought about it..but its like damn nice and many of my friend done like isac,winiefrat and even kishern etc..so yea when times come i might go ahead and take my chances and pierce.

2009-01-01T20:13:00.002+08:00

had a wonderful time yesterday.hammy called me after work asking me whether im going for the countdown but actually didnt wana let her go man.reason is she sick so ya kinda worried about her but she claims every new yr that comes she unlucky will fall sick..but not for chinese new year.hammy also wanted me to company her so yeah went and wait for her while she cab all the way to payar lebar.waited for her..at the mean time saw gwen and winie hahhaha they miss me..cuz im southpark LOL! hammy says the same too..she say i super cute la when i was a little small boy.super cute till she burst into laughter so loud..haha cute la she(: so yea met up with her then gotta make sure she had her dinner and drink before the countdown.and also she has to be back home before 1 and she left around 1230.kinda sad as wana spend more time with her other then the bbq.she told me about some of her personnal problems during bbq time and i have to make sure she will feel better

but before the bbq she came and watch me play soccer..then my team PLUS JEREMY:D we play 4v4 and the match was super terrible as we're playing a violent way cuz they(refers to vietnam peeps) were the one who created the trouble first.and hammy say dun play rough if you play rough i slap you..kinda sad la haha but also can tell she worry for me too.and issac told me something which is totally true about me and hammy:D but only if i could complete it yea why not?john paul was irritating trying disturb my hammy.tsk!but oh well i hope i could meet up with her when i free again(: kinda ....... yeah haha doubt anyone will know unless i tell winie about it or zihui

but overall happy new year people(: especially to my hammy..i know you love my couch.and my baby photo

2008-12-22T20:37:00.001+08:00

lol many ppl asked why i didnt go cruise and yea greg went like wtf?sad man i didnt go and kim kept asking me to go too.tommy also..but yea didnt go.working man!what to do.not like i have a choice.and jeremy is damn right something about my dad.but just dun wish to say.anyway i be having bbq next monday in my condo:D but another sad piece of news is i will be moving to another condo and sell off the old condo unit.FISH LA i dun wana move i just wana stay where i stay thats all.everytime talk about this i feel so sad.

anyway what to do.dad decision anyway i cant say a single damn thing about it.thats why..money talks.sunday have match at st wilfred anyone interested to watch come and visit.doubt anyone gonna watch.henry and the rest will be coming to watch(: MY FAMILY ARE FLYING OFF THIS SUNDAY and i be left home alone and i be inviting jeremy to stay over.

i be torturing myself tmr till sat.anyone wana visit me just sms me.probly could have lunch together(:

2008-12-17T19:15:00.001+08:00

You once said that
Bitching wasnt just about
Using in theory but also
In practical for
Real life situation.

2008-12-16T20:52:00.003+08:00

well had nothing much to do.been working lately so kinda tired plus worn out straight ahead went to bathe and sleep.everydays routine.at the same time have to bear all the pain my back is giving me.doc gave me a muscle relaxant pills to take 2 times a day.

so yeah jeremy haven come back yet so kinda bored around without him.but mong and the rest visted me and i told them how much pain i going through with that woman in the shop.hahaha they wanted to disturb the woman but on second hand they just say forget it.but what touches me the most is they nvr left my side when i needed them(:
so yeah they willing to all split money to cover 500dollars to breach the contract.but i told them not to do it as i dun wana have someone to keep helping me all the time.nvm guys!friday i offday we go seoulgarden:D then lan then movie.hahaha it sure be hell lots of fun

2008-12-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

yea yesterday had so much fun with mong and jeremy.whole day in the afternoon we hang out together with bunch of girls yea..so we stayed till late at night and i decided to camp at jeremy house.boy he was that happy hahaha and i ask mong to tag along so yea he joined us.we had the whole house full of fun:D jeremy was play command and conquer and his gay.fancy killing his own ally partner.hahaha and he say i dun wan them to win such a high score hahahaha..oh yeah before going to his house i didnt expect then GWEN IS WINNIE sister LOL.and yea eeloo was dancing and i must say she dance damn good.grace was there serene was there ruo en was there and lots more.

sad case man i have to work tmr.jeremy the best la.he says that if i dun like the job i have to breach the contract and if i have to fork out thr 500 bucks his willing to help me pay..Aggy was willing to find me another job.hahaha thanks man.so yeah mong and i camp over at jeremy house and we were like bored and hungry so yeah we brought mong out to have some chicken rice:D boon tong kee style! haha and jeremy introduce raw fish(not salmon) and yea it tasted freaking delicious.so after all the late night supper we headed down to IRC to play battlefield but sadly there werent any com left for us as there are also waiting list to be done.gladly i had much fun with them and tmr jeremy will be flying off to Africa.take care man bro(: someday we meet out for lunch yeah with the rest of the people(:

2008-11-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

well elva saw me at marina last thursday..didnt tell me till i talk to her..didnt come online to blog that much as i been busy these day.so yeah heard from my parents too that the cruise is totally fully book this whole decem..wait for stella to come back holiday so we can book through special way..well got nth much to say now as im talking on phone so yea i blog another time.sorry peeps(:

2008-11-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

having chalet this coming wednesday..jeremy misses me LOL thats all i can say.im damn bored so i aint gonna type much for today yea.

2008-11-21T13:04:00.002+08:00

okay yesterday went to meet up henry and the rest.basically 5 of us.headed down to plaza sing just to watch movie which in fact quite close to my house area.so yea we went plaza watch the chihuahua movie.kinda funny but dumb.too much computer action on the dogs mouth.but yea still kinda good.then joshua saw this cherry top jacket girl who he says pretty and i say why you like is it?i can help you get her number haha and he just smiled.so okay didnt get her number nvm but guess what they were watching the same show as us..and joshua didnt take notice of it and i have to tell him exactly where they sit.hahaha did trigo to point exact location for where they are sitting.

cant beleive it joshua could finish up all the popcorn was like LOL that was huge size popcorn and u could finish it totally amazing.then eugene keep saying jason you imba you finish the whole popcorn.i say i didnt and he show me a sarcastic face hahaha..but yea they were concern basically my left ligament was bandaged so yea they have to go easy on me. after all the crap we went to expo and the mrt was like pack will many many people.and guess what my bag was nearly crush by then door of the train..stupid eugene dun wana move in.hahaha gay la that faggot kept disturbing joshua, henry and me. our PE( PUBLIC ENEMY)

so yea after reach expo i went dead silent didnt bother to talk much.aggy winnie eeloo ruo en talk to me all i gave was just a one word reply.but yea today not gonna meet them.

2008-11-18T10:03:00.002+08:00

well didnt manage to post quite a number of days due to soccer.i had plenty of trainings even though im injured just to win the tournament last two days ago which was Sunday.Saturday came back home late due to late group stage matches.manage to pull through in the group stage with 2 win and 1 lost.thanks to my seniors in soccer willing to come and participate.had so much fun with them.then sunday was elimination round again and i told them no matter what i putting my body on the line at all cost to get to the next round

so yea we pulled through the next round.jeremy was kinda speedy(: so yeah we won the quarter finals too.so yea head on to the semi finals.where it was kinda tough match drew at 1-1 there were lots of cheering and stuff.and we were like maining playing rough because the opposing team played rough so yeah i told jeremy hack care man i play keeper no longer last man:D so yea came down to penalty and we won:D the other team fella name desmond keep running up to ref to complain but ref couldnt give a shit about him.hahahha so yeah finals came down and surprisingly we won them with a huge difference of number of goals lol 9-2 jeremy was named the man of the match and i was name the best keeper of the match for all:D hahahahha even though i dun play keeper as i normally play last man or left back.so the commentator said the winner shall challenge the winner of ZONE F so yeah we're from ZONE C champions to decide who win the whole match.yea we still won anyway.

many people cheered for us even the unknown ppl to us.and our huge number of friends cheered for us too.sounds weird why i keep talking about ppl cheering us but thats fact:D hahaha anyway the prize wasnt that great its only like 150 adidas voucher so we split us jeremy and i shared the 50 while the other 100 spilt up with the other team mates.had a rough day till now my whole body aching and my ligament is fully hurting badly.groin also pain wth.

2008-11-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

lol today nothing special.exams over great now.so came back home slept throughout the afternoon again.ted called for soccer which i didnt go.stupid man.but oh well thursday gonna collect jersey so yea.

2008-11-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

lol i got screwed by my buddy): she scolded me lol

sweet raptured light it ends here tonight says:
yeah
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight says:
i was thinking of inviting you to my death ceremony
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight says:
but unfortunately
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight says:
i live
-MONSTER-- crush me and eat me up says:
wth!!!!
-MONSTER-- crush me and eat me up says:
im gonna slap u
-MONSTER-- crush me and eat me up says:
crazy dude
-MONSTER-- crush me and eat me up says:
what death ceremony

hahahah the reason why i say that because im sick not feeling too good and tomorrow is my exam.so i have to bear in mind no matter what i have to stand strong.tmr and the day after tomorrow.tell myself i can do it.but in my mind like dead.no difference from a nuthead fella..well jeremy had his jersey done and mine done too haha we had the same number as usual he was 2 and mine was 6..guess what i had three jerseys and put them together 666 LOL omen..

well have to quickly get sun tan and cut hair and train up before my tournament starts.

2008-11-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

Getting my jersey soon:D #6

2008-11-08T15:08:00.002+08:00

i swear i didnt sleep today!not a single bit!!i was so damn bored since i cant even sleep which i dunno why.sore throats and sneezes must be.and yea had breakfast around 5 in the morning.pretty early uh. so i had tuna in the morning while glazing at the tv when it is not on.LOL sound so emotional.but im not!.i was just thinking some stuff.so yeah eat eat eat then later on the tv to watch some shows.but guess what?BORING.hell aint no nice shows.so head back room played gunbound. till then i had to cancel studies together with jeremy.dunno what might happen next if i did went to study.so yea he was alright with that because i went out with him yesterday and he knew i was not really in good condition.

so yea let see what happens next tonight(:

2008-11-08T02:31:00.003+08:00

met up with megan winnie eeloo gwen grace and some other girls too.lol jeremy and i was crapping so much about megan shoes size hahaha and she told us her feet size is kinda small.LOL so gotta agree on that.and yeah shawn LOL the 7 foot giant.if you people dunno his height is 225m.

oh yeah after that henry asked me and jeremy whether participate a soccer tournament on the 15.hell yeah we agreed haha but hope me and jeremy will recover fast due to previous same injuries we had.

then around 12 plus jeremy and i were heading back home before that we had dinner which u can also call it as supper.hahaha we had mixed dishes with rice at upper bukit timah shop houses which only cost like 9.80?kinda cheap eh plus with a drink.haha so yea tmr i gonna meet him up and study together.dang im really not feeling well again.wth been getting sick for the past few days already):

2008-11-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

Dearest Jason,

All I can say to you is that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for keeping my distance away from you. It was unfair, but it was something I needed to do. I needed to be away from people, to find myself again. I broke up with my ex-boyfriend this early this year and before that, we were not in the best of terms, disagreeing and all that. I couldn't face any one for a long time and I couldnt get close to people even if I wanted to. I'm sorry I had to avoid you. I couldnt face knowing that you might be hurting too if you see me hurting. Life has been really tough for me, and I can't deal with other people right now or any time soon. I hope you know that I still think of you now and then. I miss you a lot. Yes, I remember the times on curise, those times were unforgettable. And yes, you are still my one and only god-bro too. =)

-Love, Iris.

Im hurt for why your doing this.truly i cant stand strong enough because of you. i need you. i done like what u told me to do to help others those in need of help i did my best.but no one can help me cuz im been in pain for the past 3 ignoring years by you for this reason you gave. i know i gonna lose to you in debate cuz ur the one who taught me alot.and truly i set a point where i must help those ppl out there my friends.I am willing to give all up from gaming to studying to friendship to sports just to have you back. Money cant buy 4 years of lovingship of brother and sister. People mistook everything thought we were couple.i cant tell them anything cuz non of them can be there for me only you could.

i need you sis

2008-11-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

well today went to church hear and see a touching story from a person.his name is nich whos a australian but moved to USA california.it all started when he was a baby he did not have any arms and legs and also he has difficulty moving about.his parent dun even know what to do.as he was 8 he was being mock as one of the unnatural kind of person.many part of the video shows how he move about how he do sports and so.i myself felt super lucky and even if im not lucky i should be feeling lucky too.after church end there was this hugging session with him and it was OMG im so lucky to had hug him.he really taught alot of sense into me and i should treat everyone equal rather they are handicapped or not

then after that i stand right infront of winnie and LOL she like couldnt see me -.- stand so close also still cannot see then i say WINNIE she say eh hi! haha omg i didnt see you and i just smiled then she intro her friend to me dunno whats her name though but yea shes nice and then just say our hi and bye before i get going with jeremy and his family.met up with megan LOL her shoe hahaha one thing that you ppl should know is her shoe is freaking cute!LOL it was like so small and i guess it was size 5 and she say i was right LOL.i told jeremy that my hamster was about that size of her shoe hahaha she felt sad(not that kind of sad sad) and walk off hahaha because she had to go home as her father is fetching her. jeremy father send me home and i was crapping with jeremy and his little brother hahaha.they were laughing so much.boy i do know how to make ppl laugh:D

they were laughing during the whole trip till i got home.well going to meet him soon too(:

oh yeah for mong,jeremy and megan good luck for your As(:

2008-11-04T15:27:00.002+08:00

jeremy want me to be handicapped.ask me go watch some speech given by a handicapped): hahaha and he was like hey babe tomorrow you free? and i was like LOL WTF I BECOME A BABE! hahaha and i played along calling him a hunk omg? and yea last night hada tutor my junior over the phone for his exam -.- slept at 4 man and i just recover from having a fever but oh well(:

my left knee stretch for so long super pain man.fish reasons.right ligament still not totally recovered YET omg it sounds like im a handicapped too hahahha.jeremy must be cursing me now as he takes his exams.and gonna meet up after his exam. ask me go back to SA meet him up. NUTS EH YOU.but yea his dad will be fetching me back home thats for sure

2008-11-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

I DECLARE SICK): for out of the blue i got fever today like wth?and im like taking hot showers now and then because im feeling terribly cold.and my neighbour dog (SHEESSH) STOP BARKING MAN im very very sick and now finding things around me too noisy.why in the world did they dog for so get a cat better meow meow sounds better.and now no appetite):

3 more papers to go.one on this coming monday.(consquences of brning midnight oil)

2008-10-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

okay so i left 3 more papers to go(: kimberly was damn weird la.alicia ask her go cruise and she say without me she aint going so she left alicia onboard cruise.like wtf?hello??u left her out..go apologise to her:D and kim say i owe her big time.lol whatever.haha..sleep almost throughout the whole afternoon.basically im freaking tired.5 days in a row without sleeping early isnt what i had in mind but had to do a last min rushing of studies.

i have to go sun tanning): i dun wana be so fair man.god!like a china fella.sheesh.so white.as every min passes by a i am typing words.im just about to close my eyes.must be WAY exhausted but oh well consequences of burning midnight oil.

2008-10-29T20:31:00.002+08:00

this is something special in my life so you all dun really have to read it if u dun wan too it just something which i wana say everything out

And so i knew things would not gone that far.days and nights thinking all the fun we had together.the phone calls we had together the laughter we had together.it was something which was totally unreplacable in my life.People didnt know how much happiness we went through.the sadness we went through.it was only that very night that changes my life.something which i had claim long long ago.and its been 7 years now and as the time passes by i felt a different person in you.someone had change.the one whom i knew who was always there for me when i had a problem.someone who was always there to put a smile to my face.someone who gave me happiness were all gone.the reason behind all my best matches in soccer was the thought and presence of you.the jersey number i had was the number you gave me.as we had the same matching number.A position of left back and lastman was my strongest position in the field.the one who always tell me nvr give up.the one who encourages me to tell people nvr to give up whenever they are down.i did my best to help them no matter what causes.but yet again i cant solve that missing puzzle in my life.the only puzzle which was hard to get it back.she claim that no matter what happens she will be there for him.things change and you change.i did not change and im still waiting for you.the wonderful moment we had on cruise the first time i ever got my guts and ask you for number the very first time we went out together.because of you i believe that i will do my very best to help my friends in any sort of ways whether from work to love problem.

till now im still waiting for you.

2008-10-28T20:59:00.004+08:00

today had to study.so went to mac meet up with jeremy PLUS winnie and eelo.haha jeremy was laughing so hard cuz winnie and eelo wave to the wrong fella which they thought it was me so winnie gave up the seat which meant for me to the other unknown stranger.and eelo was like waving to him haha.screwed LOL.i was only told that they got the wrong fella cuz jeremy the one who told me about it.eelo say thanks to me they wave to the wrong person LOL.im sorry:D haha.winnie and jeremy was laughing so damn badly.but oh well(: so studied studied and also were talking about our most embarrassing moments.after a while later they had to go cuz eelo was going town to meet her friend and winnie wana go back home and sleep so yea they left after that.jeremy and i started gaying LOL! i ask him sit beside me haha and he kept refusing.until i pester him till he gave up and join me(: PLEASE i didnt mean that kind of gaying you know as in disturb him that kind not the actual fact of gaying yea

so ya dang in the mid term of exams now.kinda stress out and sorry buddy i forgotten to save ya number and change ur blog link.haha she was like saying buddy how can forget one?like lol she reminded me her number for like 2 times and this is the third time i forgot about it..same goes for her new blog.and sheryl was kinda surprise when i ask her about indicies haha.dun worry next yr you will learn:D but yea no way you could torture me:P

well exams will be ending soon but burn more midnight oil for maths today and tomorrow and hope jeremy will come and help me too(:

i know i gonna get sick soon due to number of days i have been burnin midnight oil

2008-10-27T22:36:00.004+08:00

i cant believe my own actions.i didnt study at all today!sheesh!what a stupid fella i am.well i dunno why am i not so nervous at all.anyway skip all that crap

yesterday and today got fuck up.yesterday got OI by someone and today another person oi at me too like for fuck?eh hello i got a name and the name goes by as jason like it or not it is my name dun like then get a hike off.i detest if u aint showing respect to me at all..and if you think yesterday i was being rude to that person you were totally out of ur mind.for the sake of new friend you have to oi at me.eh hello do you understand i giving in ways by not even arguing or scolding verbal language at the fella.true i dun like.if i dun like that person i can say it out but its only gonna spoil my image which i dun wan too and therfore i only do this .... and you OI me and say what is my problem?i dun even give a damn rather u gonna read the post or not.i say what i am suppose to say dun like me then fuck off i deserve better respect.i earn respect and never demanded for one.i gave face to not scold the person or so and yet you stood up and oi and claim whats my problem?

secondly for today you dun OI me too.i got a name dun like then screw off.you seek for help and u oi me.u ask me to help you ask the person msg you and this is the treatment you give back?i tell you this people in this world has certain things they dun like of either to be seen or heard.its just gonna pissed one off.you can claim being too petty over stuff yeah wait till you see when people go overboard we see HOW YOU GONNA FEEL.

2008-10-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

Well okay i been out of soccer for quite a while due to injuries and couldnt afford to be there for my team.but im still under the injured list.but hackcare anyway i just gave everything up just to be there for my team.so yea had a tough match today.each time i had to protect and set up a defence line.my ligament hurts so badly that i couldnt barely hold the pain.it was a match against the koreans.sigh i screwed everything up i made so many mistakes the moment i came up.i could hardly face up and pull my strength to protect against the opponent.

since like i became weak enough not to play.im all about getting mistakes.cmmon just blame everything to me.

just cant seem to be the best defensive player on the squad again.

2008-10-19T20:16:00.005+08:00

early morning 8 went to mac and study went jeremy BUT before that i wana fool jeremy by telling him i was there already because he called me and ask where am i sitting due to the fact that im an early bird(: so i lied to him saying i am sitting where we sat yesterday morning (which i was still in the bus)hahaha and he say er theres 20 people sitting at that area and i was like LOL..i didnt manage to fool jeremy at all.sad case so i told him haha i bluff you and im still on the way then he say TSK! you bluff me eh(laughs)

okay so studied for like pass 5 hours at mac.and i was freaking tired and was browsing around the place and kept telling him boy how big the place was.hahaha.which was duh?the biggest mac only in singapore can be found at upper bukit timah-.- hahaha.he was kind enough to treat me for lunch(: thanks pal owe you one.haha well was crapping so much with him.i asked him eh when you have son what you gonna name him?he say jason and i totally speechless for that.later on i top him ah ha!i know if i got two sons i call one jeremy and the other ong:D and it was freaking hilarious because the way jeremy gave me his look on his face was pretty funny.and he burst into laughter hahaha.

oh yeah damn funny la he kept laughing that can make one whos aint laughing laugh till u cant stop laughing until where there is a period where he stops.hahaha follow on he asked me eh i change alot ah.and i was like yeah. he say he change cuz last time he used to be scolding vulgars most of the time.but i told him that wasnt exactly the point.the main point was his height!:D hahaha i disturb him by saying his a midget!but now his like tall enough.well many ppl say his cute especially michelle ang.so wow now his tall compared to last time.

around 1 plus left mac and was walking with him to the bus stop because he had to attend church.and we were talking about what car he was gonna buy and probly next time when he buys a flat i be his neighbour:D haha.too much fun today.oh yeah tomorrow im gonna meet him again at mac(: study again

2008-10-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

SUCK at exam big time

2008-10-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

gotta admit it.today is the most worse day of all days.my neck aching badly for some weird nut reasons.Mr Wang bullied me today for no nut reasons.Got drenched badly under the rain after running towards the bus stop.basically screw everything.aint my day at all..Wang thinks he so lucky everytime.always wanting to buy toto.why?today 3million dollars.he cant way to pocket that sum of money..

great now.Singapore is under recession.cool many ppl gonna lose their job thanks to USA economic.banks fold up.haha us prices are dropping so badly so those who wana go holiday quickly go!till the upcoming election between Mc and OB this november.well heard infos that ob might actually help to create better ways to improve their economics so yeah.even my parents are supporting obama.anyway thats good because its not gonna always be a ''white'' president all the time.at least there is a change of colour.but still believe there are some racist ppl that aint gonna vote for the republican.

well the worse country to suffer the most is Sao Paolo.they have retrench many many many people.from 7% to 25%.super worse then singapore and other countries.

anyway called benje and yea his ending his working day on 12novem for which my exams end one day earlier.haha well many things i wana do.firstly go shopping secondly get a new hair style.thirdly get rdy to pump up and train for soccer.next gonna meet up those ppl i wana go out with and those who alrdy ''reserve'' me on that day and yeah last but not least get my ass off to USA hahahaha..

Saville is an idiot who msg me so early asking me how to ask ms sharmini for the disc back..

2008-10-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

im so sorry): been mugging for my exams..so yeah kinda tired these days well today in class nothing much except I WAS THE ONLY STUDENT WHO CAME TO CLASS wtf are the rest??wait okay im lost now.dun tell me they all dun even wish to go class anymore eh

darn..at home mug in school study come back home mug.i swear i gonna kill raymond man.freaking tard really say not going to school.i thought he was joking..gosh i miss my buddies kishern and hameed): where are you peeps?haha and janice say kishern face looks like a chipmunk

im damn stress these days.each day passes by is equal to the day when exams are drawing closer.well what to do?last minute wana buck up so must keep up to my word.

my final wish for the year..hang out with kishern raymond and hameed:D

2008-10-01T08:41:00.002+08:00

last monday mr hutch told us that we were gonna take photo next week for some folio stuff..right..but couldnt be bothered with it..just wana clear some shit and stuff and go on a vacation man.im stressing out here HELLO!!):

and yeah maybe gonna pierce my ear for the second time..quickly make a speedy recover from my latest injury.haha.well now hari raya and stephen told me that gosh thanks to the malays he loves them!haha cuz got holiday then he wont have to go school..

well parents just went overseas so yeah alone with sis and maid..

I'm best from second to non

2008-09-26T17:09:00.002+08:00

oh gosh didnt post yesterday but oh well..raymond asked me how much was the price for going hong kong but told him was like a thousand plus and he say go there got plenty of stuff to shop and hello??service there aint good yo bro..i rather shop in other country then shopping there so i suggest maybe a trip to USA with kishern and me yeah we still planning for decem trip

well if he ever goes to the states they might put up at my place there haha..and yeah he was like so excited and boy am i that excited either!(:

just imagine roaming down there.WHOA gonna be lots of fun:D but hameed cant join oh well..some parents are just too strict with their children but yeah its for their own good.haha:P

probly ask them tag along to cruise this novem..because my sister friend wana go and yeah drag my family in.sister wana go because her classmate going cruise..first time enjoying onboard cruise..yanhao if u can make it tell me yeah but BEST if greg and glenda could go(: nothing matters more man oh yeah plus julian:D

end here well sheryl do well for your exam yeah(:

2008-09-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

well today went northpoint wth tatibal and raymond..tatibal has his braces out:D ahahaha looks better now then raymond was teasing him metal teeth..then now he got no chance to disturb tatibal

then after that went to the arcade and tatibal was engross playing the motorcycle game with raymond..he did some cheat and won ray..not surprising though..hahaha raymonds bike was damn freaking slow la!i was laughing so much because he sat on the bike like some weird amateur riding on it LOL! hahaha

after that just went back home and received my sms from dad when on the way home..asking whether everythings fine at home..he be back this thursday!:D

oh yeah one more thing.i aint going school tomorrow haha(:

2008-09-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

well been a while since i had posted again..busy with lots of stuff handling homework,project and even settling my soccer..my soccer standard drop down badly):
and i think i gonna be the worst player in the whole squad.guess maybe i just take charge of my team for tournament since i cant play..

well my maths test didnt finish and science test also didnt finish but poa nvr even touch the paper at all:D hahaha seems stupid for not attending school last friday..oh boy think i gonna skip tmr's lesson too..well reason why i could skip is due to parents going overseas..hahahah they left this morning and be back by this thursday..

well my grand uncle came to singapore:D hahaha fetch him and brought him to our place to sleep he took my bed and i slept in the living hall): hahaha his damn funny la enjoy disturbing me and everytime he talks halfway he would sleep like LOL..reason because he have diabetes): well kinda have to understand how much pain his going through..but i believe he will recover someday(:

2008-09-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

well okay went for soccer and it was fun but super tiring..gosh fancy playing a defender position..its super tiring): but oh well time for me to train more:D to be a better player.. oh yeah raymond you freak stop disturbing me in class._.

2008-09-07T19:48:00.003+08:00

well been a while since i blog..so yeah now blogging..went down for soccer and ted tag along..haha his botak now:D blame it on yourself la..hahaha fancy keeping ur hair long enough to get it shave by the order of your teacher...

then bloody ass!shun wei didnt let us play like wtf?we let you play with us the other time and now here it goes and this is how u repay us back?shit you just because your a neighbour doesnt mean i wont say anything or do anything about it..you guys are whimps la k 8 friends of yours vsing 3 friends of mine and you dun even dare play with my friends and i..fancy wanting a mix team..and wassup with the guy whos so call macho and yet got fuck up by hariz last time?eh please his so much younger then that assfreak of your friend..blame it on yourself that you aint that good..and guess what?your the first one who kept playing hard ball on my friends so now you have 100% taste of our power in soccer..you guys are whimps la..

a 14 year old kid can whack a ball as hard as a 19,20 yr old teen of yours is damn plain dumb..you guys are smart everytime we request for a challenge you guys just leave..and im not afraid to call you a GAY AND YOUR FRIENDS IN PARTICULAR..THE MACHO GUY THAT PLAYS LIKE A GAY AND ACT LIKE A GAY..i gave you face by letting you and ur friends join us..but u aint giving me back in return..so dun blame me for being rude next time when you see me..you deserve no respect from me..

2008-09-05T23:43:00.001+08:00

damn its a nice video(:

2008-09-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

well parents are planning to go overseas again..like maybe heading to perth?but i heard they were like going to cruise then perth then new york..lol but its like a few days rest or so then carry on the flight..like coming back home rest then continue on other days...so yeah nothing much to blog though..hariz came my house play maple like weird..his like treating my house as LAN LOL!!!gotta start charging him an hour for 2 dollars hahaha(:

DAMN!!i got no match for soccer seriously.. ): no one wants to have a match with us because they were pratically busy with their own soccer training and studies so yeah non of them could make it but i was hoping after the end of this month maybe yeah we could have a match against ACSI a match which i will be looking forward to have..yeah so hope i will be fit and ready to compete against the best players of acsi(:

2008-08-31T20:26:00.002+08:00

alright yesterday was like damn unlucky la..went for soccer in the afternoon..and played against some korean people and yeah we won them:D a big thrashing of score..11-2..and guess what 4 people including me fell and the most unluckiest person is me!got so many people out there playing soccer and why does it gotta be me who take the biggest impact of falling..wana volley the ball then BAM i fall down backwards..my whole back is damn pain..till now it hurts):

got this korean guy who enjoys sliding and he slide and tackle my ankle while i was trying to fake my move to give myself space to run and he go tackling and he fell and he was like spinning and heading towards the goalpost LOL!!!! hahaha that was damn freaking hilarious la..then he went out of court and later like half an hour or so his friend came down and ask what happen and ask who was the one who made him injured and all his friends were like pointing at me..LIKE WTF?eh excuse me ur friend tackle me and im now suppose to take all the blame?ask him stop drifting la.think his the only who is injured?i am too okay..for his hilarious sliding my leg causes it to hurt badly..well gotta go now..have to go for dinner..as im writing my blog my back hurts): its seriously very pain..its like getting a wild boar standing on your back and that is what i am feeling right now..is super super pain):

2008-08-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

DAMN..been sneezing for the whole day..and now my freaking nose is red): well was out the whole day visiting teachers before heading down to town play counter strike.and damn i gotta say that the town is really pack with students..

well i gotta say Saville and Jin ting really miss me:D ahahaha they miss my jokes!:D gonna ask them out nxt week..well basically glenn do miss me too hahahahaha wilson etc..still got lots to name too lazy to write it out here...well didnt expect my form teacher to lose a lot a lot of weight and darn she really got the figure now..haha and she say that she lose weight and all her fats all transfer to mrs wong hhahahaha and yeah she didnt even change a single bit..

well earlier like 10mins ago called cheryl and she was damn tired..oh well take care yeah and im having a bad block nose): is killing me man geez!!well change of plan not playing with whitley sec..now gonna challenge against ACSI(:

2008-08-28T22:02:00.002+08:00

woot i settling down with my team:D 8 players hmmm got cj hafiz, riz,benjamin and ryan plus me and i still gotta settle 2 more players for match..

2008-08-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

well all i can say is friday i do not have school:D thats great.and yeah todays weather is kinda of heavy rain yeah..so yeah teaching cheryl how to do something on the computer and yet she scold me): tsk...oh yeah tomorrow i receiving 100 bucks from my school teacher!muahahaha and i never do anything only help do survey i got 100 bucks but then its 120 but teacher wana claim 20bucks for getting me to do this survey and got money inreturn..so yea haha money money yeah yeah(:

and my body hurts from yesterday gym): too rusty already..so long never make use of the gym.so yeah kinda bored though..well planning for a soccer match next monday or so..

2008-08-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

hahaha my poor phone it danm slooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwww..and its gay for now..cant believe it so slow..stupid stupid..2nd floor drop to 1st..told cheryl about it..hahah she was totally surprised..just imagine dropping it from the highest floor like 10th floor?LOL! i think whole thing crack and gone case..i bet the aunty of the 1st floor must be laughing her butt off seeing me dropping own phone from 2nd floor to 1st..you cant blame me for dropping own phone..

well enough of this...the jeff dunham show is damn nice right..hahahaha sheryl didnt like it i guess..but oh well she kinda find it retard though..well earlier today in school i slept throughout the lessons..but before that things got excited halfway because of gay raymond he was like giving this gay voice of his to the teacher like seducing him LMAO..and my friend raymond just feel like whacking him up..hahahaha..
well after that particular lesson end i was so sleepy slept all the way till 2 plus where teacher say okay guys break time..i quickly pack my stuff and ran off with elva..haha she had something to do though so yeah i myself cant way to get off to class..too sleepy..

then when reaching home..the moment came where hafiz ask me to go gym with him..sure thing so we went right straight after i had my lunch..after gym we went for soccer hhahaha we were drench under the rain but who cares?most to most being sick only like duh?easiest way to skip school of all(: well if your immune is weak though then yeah, your excused!:D

around like 6 plus we went to steam bath hahahah we were like chilling inside before heading back home..and yeah manchester won:D 1-0 great(:

well gotta go now..having my dinner now as i post

2008-08-25T20:51:00.001+08:00

2008-08-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday aint my day..only during the night..well yesterday msg sheryl and i left my hp on the window..then suddenly i saw it moving due to inbalance of it causes it to fall back..then i cant grab it in time and it fell all the way to 1st floor of my neighbour's balcony..like wtf?i quickly rush down to my neighbour house there and quickly get my phone..lol guess what they are surprise to see my hp drop in their balcony hahaha like god give them handphone for free:D lmao..then when i take my hp back..the maid gave me back and it was like splitted into 3 equipment..the handphone, the battery and the cover of it..

WORSE!! a scratch!! ): sad STUPID CONDO STUPID FREAKING SMELLY TARDS!! why in the world you cancel starhub plan??now this is a good example to show that i myself a starhub user is finding ways to get signal..and i found a good spot which lies upon on my window..but oh well all i can say is the management are stupid..you just feel like not gonna do anything with starhub so you just cancel out their contract with you..but hello you gotta think about the residents too you know..you just cant simply do this to us..its making me piss everytime to find out i cant msg at home or even around the condo..or probly the management is a singtel user which means she biase..damn even genius of you to cancel out..if anything happens i gonna walk right up to your door step create hell for you till you give me a good explanation of why you cancel out starhub plan..i will only do that when i have reach my limits which i think i am gonna reach soon):

2008-08-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

well in class was kinda bad..damn gay raymond kept sneezing like a crazy fellow..and he sneeze without even covering his nose..like what the hack?call people also got no manners..this guy i must say can put his legs up on another chair scratch scratch his leg then touch his face like gross?and people sit facing the whiteboard he sits and face directly at raymond(my good friend)(and also we got two raymond in class) and me was like omg?a new way to make us feel so unease..new way of stalking..and i heard most of the time from my classmates saying his interested in me like WTF?!?!

they say he kept looking at me in class like many times without me catching him..and everytime when my classmates and i were planning to go eat..he was like eh go eat never call me!eh dude you wana eat can tell us right we already plan everyday wana go eat which place..gosh and his gonna come for soccer next week..he come i go..either he stay or i stay:D well it would be incredible seeing gay play soccer..well teacher say that we should learn to accept them for who they are..but headlines!i cant accept this fellow..and raymond ang my buddy told me eh one day if you found out your son was like that raymond(gay) how? that is one tricky question because i myself have not come across it and yet understand it..but yeah gays do have feelings too but what are the chances like for them to be gays?i dunno...but if given a shot that his gay i would have to accept him for who he is though...even his gay his my own flesh and blood!!how can people throw their children aside finding them that they are gay or lesbian?it doesnt matter what people say..believe in yourself and you fly high..be true to yourself is the most important thing of all..so yea

raymond i hope i do answer your question yeah(:

2008-08-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

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wonder why people are not doing a proper ways to earn money rather then scamming money from us like wtf?haha yeah one time i heard from my classmate then theres this scammer who called her house telling her that her brother was kidnapped by them and was asking for a large sum of money in exchange for the victim..the scammer was telling my classmate mother which she knew its full of bullshit because her son is at home!hahahaha freaking dumb..this kind of people should straight away call the police arrest them..cant believe that singapore still have this kind of people living among us..is totally disgusting..disgusted by their actions..but oh well let god punish them(: (make it a damn harsh punishment please(: )

2008-08-18T20:14:00.004+08:00

great now:D my parents going overseas like this coming wednesday?haha they going to taiwan..like wow next trip they planning to go like japan?haha still my main aim and forever the same aim will be going to the states!:D met a neighbour in US name goes by with Jake haha first letter same as me(: his a really power whacker in breakdance..his move is awesome like professional..and same goes to gregory..

well read up on the newpapaer and they were debating much on why do we need to count on foreign talent in sports?

i say we do not need them..why?basically where you are from is where you are from and your not here..if you are from china you are from china no matter how many medals you won it doesnt change a fact that your from china..i not trying to show some disrespect here now folks but is the fact..your not going out there say hey im from china but i play for singapore..like what the hell?if you are talking about economics yeah why not?

we need people who are smart in cracking nuts in this special area but not sports..
Singapore is a small island where majority of the people are mainly into business then sports..majority of singaporeans will tend to work then do sports..so what happens to those who aint working but have a special talent in sports?
they cant get a shot at all..basically your putting foreign players up ahead infront then us we singaporeans

lets see how many sports have been taken up by foreigners..badminton?soccer?table tennis?swimming?well others i couldnt think of because i dun watch other then these..so you see the main 4 sports are being taken up by foreigners..some claim saying that we need them because we need to earn some medals?now now!what are you?!
some freak guy whos down on the street desperate to see singapore get a medal that badly?seriously i would just say is very hurting to see that singaporeans are not given a chance to represent their country whereas we get other ppl to represent us..
its very hurting to see this kind of stuff going on here..YOU should be giving this young generation a chance to go out there to compete in their best..But your trying to prove others that we(singaporeans) are the best but basically we know deep down we are never gonna be the best because its foreign talent..

think about india for example..they did not win any medals at all for 20 over years and finally they won a gold medal..yet they do not complain for the past decades..naturally they did not earn by using foreign talent but ownself talent..why cant we just learn to be them?and yeah i gonna end here now and to those who are non singaporeans i am sorry but these are the facts i hope i aint inflicting any pain to you if you are representing sports for us but yeah we wana thank you for getting medals for us..

2008-08-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

well today had lots of fun in the afternoon(: went to play tennis with yanhao and his friend!:D damn fun..his friend is malay but he looks chinese damn 100% look of a chinese guy..haha and yan hao wtf?he got driving licence like damn cool la omg..gonna take my driving licence asap..

well play tennis with them and they were like not so good though but had fun haha especially when seeing yanhao smacking the ball from our court to other court..and his friend gotta go run and get the ball for him..oh yeah his aunt use to stay at my condo though so his rather well known around my condo surroundings..glad i had fun but i wass playing in off form position): hope they come by next week:D but for now their asses are right now in zouk..they ask me tag along but rejected because was too tired..tomorrow gotta study so cant go home late too

oh yeah yan hao remember september go cruise!:D sunday cruise..

2008-08-15T20:54:00.002+08:00

well today was like the most boring day in the morning..went to school as usual..then came back home saw my dad and sister watching olympics..swimming..sister didnt even go to school today was like way cool..and i thought she self declared holiday haha..well headed back to my room and watch a few episodes of paranormal state like 3 or 4 videos?haha damn nice must watch yeah peeps:D

well around 4:40 plus went for soccer..played a little while before heading to minimart to relax..Darn i must say that the prices in the shop eare kinda ex for it..100 plus for a can goes out for 1.50 and soya bean or sprite is like 1.20 only?basically to cut short..whatever you buy words come out is EXPENSIVE..i rather buy from vending machine for drinks..so yeah great 3 straight rows or 4 i didnt manage to play tennis): and yeah benje called me early in the morning during school time to ask me go out with him like er?his bored so ask me out but sadly i turn down the offer..and he was like unhappy..sorry pal(: well kinda like no mood to go out these days exclude some certain activities that i like to do..so yeah hope you understand yeah.

tomorrow hariz got trial for soccer yeah grats pal!but remember man bro what they wana focus more on is your team work and agility..these two are important and yeah wish you all the best..well for hafiz!haha your birthday is like next coming week and yeah gonna get you something for that..well haha gotta end now watching some channel 8 show on 9 o clock and yeah just read subtitles can alrdy:D maybe gonna watch paranormal later too(:

2008-08-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

omg this is my third time hearing techno music..is like damn weird but then one song is damn nice but then too much background music..the song is called ravers fantasy..yeah today watch another few episodes on paranormal state and it kept mentioning about demons..does demon really exist?lol i myself do not know whether they truly exist but after watching a few of it i do feel like demon do exist..

demons is like an evil spirit that doesnt believe in doing good things and enjoys torturing people and eating up their fears which makes them stronger and might even have the power to possess ones body..hope i aint wrong about that

truly does singapore have one??i only believe in natural spirits but never even come across hearing someone talking about demons..and it feels like united states sure come across lots of demons and orbs..okay enough of that might give some of you guys goosebumps to carry on reading it..

yeah talk to sheryl online about twitting stuff and cheryl join in..firstly she say way not cool hahah totally agree..yeah talk to serene and she was claiming too much of being cute here and there like..right...tell me something which i dunno about..lol thick skin(:

today didnt even go for tennis..sadded hope tomorrow can go:D

2008-08-13T21:37:00.003+08:00

hahaha well today came back home and quickly on the computer and watch some paranormal tv series and it was way cool:D young kids got psychic power and can sense presence of a spirit..and was like DAMN if i could ever have any psychic power i wana help to find all the missing people!well not all though but within to my reach though..

watch till night time..then talk to sheryl on msn and she was like telling me she is scolding someone off..because she scolded her friend..so yeah go bitch her man:D haha the girl is like using twiting words on sheryl..ahaha and i told her to slap her with hardcore twiting words and she was like LOL i cant twit..

hahaha take up some twiting lessons from the ''pro'' twiters sheryl(:

well hope tomorrow can play tennis oh boy my favourite!(:

2008-08-12T20:44:00.004+08:00

You see, people in friendster are like
NUTS, Guys and Girls, no offence but,
GUYS especially. You guys use the
word me as miee, you as euu. 'diao' so
damn frequently like using your
grandma's lawn. Do yous guys know the
meaning?
Guys, listen up.
Diao - meaning a male's genital or
rather, manhood strong and powerful,
robust and sturdy.
You guys use it as if it's some -_-
statement. Acting cute while you are
at it.

Next point.
I know for you youngster reading this
at the age of 10-13. uP aNd DoWn isWaYyYY cOoL. ReAlLY uBeR aNd 1337. No,
if you grow up, you'll find it real
lame.
Unless you have a nickname which was
like this till now.
Try completing a
resume
using aLtErNaTe cAps. I bet the person
reading it will laugh his lungs out.
It's wayyyy gh3y. YES, GH3Y, pronounce
it and it becomes GAY. Notes to add :
GH3Y is in h4ck3r's language.

I'm done with the first half, take a
break.
Drink some coffee. Done? Read on.

75% of the girls always have this or
something similiar in their profiles.

dUnCh MeSsAgE miie iN fWeNsTeR tWoo
aDd eUu. yOU aDd miEe oNlY.
dUnCh aDd miIe JusT beCuZ eUu wAnT
mOrE fRiEnS.
OH COME ON. I've seen many girlsadvertise on irc like this.. example.
no offence now.

This one's from the channel #teens
[02:57] add miee in fwenster . .
@hotmail.com asap pls. .! thx!

Her profile which i went to, had the
message.
>>>> if u msg muee to add muee in2 ur
acct, sowie. im NOT interested.
just dun eva try ta add muee jus bcus
u wan more fwens or u wan feel popular
in fwenster. i dunch entertain to this
kinda lame shiet. <<<<

See the irony? Anyways. Many people
just add to raise some social status.
Especially those with 400-500 friends
and need another account.
Since you have SOOOOO many so
called 'friends'. How many actually
talk to
u?

do you all talk to each other?
All 500 of them? even msn messenger
cannot hold 500 contacts.
There are sure to be people with 2
account or more, let's take 500 as 400then.
Still, MSN MESSENGER can only hold 150
contacts, unless you're a premium
member.

I hope i'm not inflicting any pain to
you if you are one of those like
stated above, it's just the painful
truth that shows how retarded and
imbecile singaporeans can be.

So girls, stop euuu-ing and miieee-ing
and pwease, ish bery irritating to
shee tat.
Such english, go rot in hell ._. . And
it isn't cute at all. People would
laugh at your stupidity instead.
We would love to minimize the spellings
in a word, like
reducing you to u.
Which retarded bitch would wanna type u as euu?
Either you're childish or just stupid.

The reason why Singapore isn't very
much improving cause of US,
we singaporeans have become laughing
stock of society actually.

So if you actually read here,
I'm glad you did.

2008-08-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

well today was fun:D went for tennis with hafiz, hariz and john paul..we were playing doubles..MEN doubles LOL..chinese vs malay so yeah tag with john paul..we were playing best of 6 wins..so we were like gonna lose..starting was like they winning 3-1 and then catch up with 3-2 to 3-3 until the last set came 5-5 and we took the last game victory!:D hahaha 5-6(: and boy i played my very best for the last set..

haha john paul had to go so yeah everyone left around 7 plus..came back home watch a little of channel 8 chinese show then now blog.oh yeah morning went with elva to buy ear studd but then the shop was like gone..i think they move out..oh well have to use my sis new ear studd for the mean time..oh yeah was playing tennis halfway through saw genn..haha she was hearing her mp3 and heading towards the bus stop well she say hi to me and smile and yeah i smile back at her..hahah less then 30mins she walk back again..dunno what is she doing..

haha well have to go off now(:

2008-08-10T19:37:00.004+08:00

well today went for soccer..had a fight with john paul half way through..but then as i got home he called me and apologise to me but i have to share the blame too so yeah i apologise to him. things may get rough at times yeah but we all gotta learn to take it the easier way then the hard way..the easier way to apologise and forget the whole thing the hard way never too forget and never to apologise see each other play rougher.. but yeah anyway its just some misunderstanding between us..

now at home..last night on phone with cheryl..she had alot alot of things to do..oh boy..even com rebooted also got things to do..hahaha oh yeah i let her watch the puppet show too and she goes saying it was retard -.-'' oh well i later post another one if im free later on

2008-08-09T15:39:00.002+08:00

okay yesterday didnt blog though because im too tired..had such a fun day yesterday..early morning went to irc to play..darn i must say its pack with people..they came straight after ur ndp celebration right after school..oh well played counter strike though..after that saw ted and he was like asking me to play with him pool and i was like just started on the computer and you ask me to go play pool?lol but nvm i gave in and so i went with him to play..

LOL the pool place was like damn freaking expensive la..6.20 for an hour like wth?6.20 can play like 3 hours of lan?oh yeah we saw hafiz, ryan and his schoolmates hahhaha..then ryan keep pestering me to let him take my turn to play pool against ted for only one ball..LOL..straight after pooling we went mac to eat..ted treated me..thanks pal:D so right after we ate we went straight back home after that because we gonna head down for soccer in less then 10 mins..all went back to change..

yeah yesterday parents went cruise.hope they have fun time down there:D

2008-08-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

today went with my classmate to buy toto because he didnt manage to buy for the past few days as it was super long queue..finally he manage to buy haha he couldnt wait to win that 8 million dollars..money money yeah yeah:D

well enough of that..went home after that then after a few hours of slacking hafiz called asking me to play soccer..and he asked why i nvr play yeterday and i told him i didnt know they were playing and besides that MY FREAKING CONDO DUN ALLOW STARHUB CONNECTION FOR HANDPHONE ANYMORE!what a loser..how am i gonna sms?or call out?or even emergency call coming in?people gonna msg me too..dun bully the starhub users la!! !!#$%^ STUPID FREAKTARD!

then after that worse news after playing soccer i lost my ear stud..OMG..have to buy new one -.-
cant believe i just lost it..but oh well it was kinda loose anyway so never mind(:

2008-08-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog today though.lesson was boring..then after class quickly headed back home..was too tired to move about..and yeah today im suppose to have a dental appointment and guess what?i didnt go..LOL..mum heard the conversation between me and the woman whos incharge of the dental appointment..i lied..telling her i aint free today -.- well actually i am free for the fact but oh well i lied..im just too tired to go anyway..make it up someday though..

told the woman i gonna call her tmr to make appointment but we see whether i am gonna do that(:

2008-08-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

today after school went to meet benje..he was like suppose to work today but he missed the bus and hell he aint taking no second bus!LOL!!that was what he told me..second bus was pretty much far away from his house area and his kinda ''lazy'' so his making up for other days..

but oh well couldnt bother about his work anyway:D haha he asked me out since he was that bored.headed to amk hub for a while he didnt been before and same goes to me so we took this advantage to go see(: but it seems so big but shops not that much as we expected -.-'' but cinema was pretty much smaller version from cathay..nvr expect cathay to be that small..haha budget cinema LOOOL.after that couldnt do much so headed down to town..favourite place to hang out but not on weekdays..first thing we reach town we headed straight for macdonalds because his hungry so oh well never mind we have time(: hahaha

after all that eating and drinking we went to cathay and first thing we did was go straight up and play lan(: hahaha 3.20 for one hour but its only 3.20 for a certain time slot..haha we played CS to those who dunno whats CS is its Counter strike.if nvr play before go and play might actually helps you to kill time..played with some caucasians hahahha own their butts man..

after that we went out of cathay just right outside cathay slack slack then i was like asking benje care for dota?LOL he at first couldnt even bother what i say when it comes to dota..BECAUSE I CANT PLAY DOTA!AND IM PROUD TO SAY THAT BECAUSE I DO NOT FANCY RPG GAMES..but he didnt bother much so he treated me and play dota..nice buddy(: hahaha i got my ass burn in dota and his totally stress out when i keep dying..my question to you ben..WHERE WERE U?!WHEN I DIED.. ):

but who cares?LOL. after the game couldnt way to go home so he took same bus as me 171..during the journey back..i made him laugh alot..and theres one period of time he nearly laugh super loud..LOL im a crackhead to make him laugh from his no mood to having a good mood..and wth!i gotta complain about the BUS! basket idiot uncle press the stop button then he stop for a while let one guy off but dun wana let me off!make me alight another stop..what a split banana head he is..

oh yeah saw isabelle working at the shop hahaha she is so dead bored in the shop..cant blame her..well fun day for me:D

2008-08-04T20:17:00.001+08:00

well today after school my friends and i were like hanging around outside 7 eleven and DAMN i gotta say the line for toto and 4D was truly amazing..heard from my friend his gonna line up too to buy as the prize is 8 million plus..hahaha in the end he didnt buy..weird..he told me that the woman say toto can only buy tmr not today..okay weird..she should put up a post saying TOTO NOT ON MONDAY..LOL then dun have to make my friend wait so damn freaking long..Dumbtard i must say that fella!

anyway yeah halfway through this reporter came up to my friend asking in chinese whether this place got sell toto(referring to 7 eleven) and my friend say yeah and that reporter ask him whether he got buy..he say nvr then my friend walk off..HALFWAY that reporter came up to me by surprise(initially didnt know he was a reporter though until elva told me) asking whether i got buy toto..and my replied was no -.-'' ask my friend then u ask me..u crazy or what -.-'' hahah whatever.

went to eat with them before heading back home..But im so so damn happy la! i got my new tennis racket with me:D muahaha can use it for practice..gosh by the way i must say that the weather is till damn terrible freaking hot..

OH one last thing i say this toy poodle at yishun pet shop right after bus interchange it was damn cute..cutiepie LOL..it was sleeping and the sign on the glass says ONE OF THE RAREST BREED IN SINGAPORE! for why?i dunno..probly its premature poodle i guess..LOL..planning to get a dog for mel haha(: anyway gotta go and have my dinner now

2008-08-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

today went marketing with dad.mum couldnt join because she was sick but oh well nvm(: can shop with my dad alone ahahahaha..so bought lots of personnal food and stuff..unlike being with my mum she thinks that things are unnecessary dun buy..like lol?!hahaha so headed back home after marketing with my dad, he hada rush for golf.oh boy. weather super terrible very hot..so are we like having summer period now?is damn hot..being in the sauna the whole day like that.

so whole time revise abit of study then watch tv..my favourite show accepted!!:D is damn way cool you guys should watch.simply the best..If there is a college call South Harmon Institute of Technology i wana join!!:D i wana be a SHIT HEAD(: hahaha

well nothing much to do now so just blog..cool later on theres a scary show on channel 8 muahaha may i scare the shit out of me..okay gtg cya

2008-07-31T20:38:00.001+08:00

today so tired..went to see doc before heading down for tennis training with hafiz..was fun:D but cant run much cuz of some problem..haha he made me run up down side ways like damn many times la..hahaha and i made him run like side ways only..then john paul and ryan met up with us..so let them have some fun before resume back again for tennis which means i get to rest :D hahahaaha smart way to escape from training(:

But anyway yeah parents not at home as usual..they went cruise coming back home tmr..like for the past 3 weeks every thursday..virgo aint coming back till like october?i guess so): oh yeah i let sheryl watch Jeff Dunham and the puppet show like a few days ago..hahaha she finds it retard..but its funny hahaha(: okay i gtg..wana watch Jeff Dunham show(:

2008-07-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

well nothing much today though..benje called me around 4plus in the afternoon telling me his slacking during his work time(like all days) and he felt bored so he called me..hahah he was crapping so much and i disturb him by keep saying why so serious?and there he goes bursting into laughter..haha long story for why he will laugh when i kept saying why so serious:D

Nothing much to do and that fella ask me to call him but aint picking up the phone..what a dumbtard that is.. -.-''

2008-07-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

so tired today.been sneezing the whole day.from the moment i woke up i sneeze..go into the toilet sneeze..come out of toilet head back room sneeze..get out of the house sneeze..wait for bus sneeze..in bus sneeze..in class sneeze..lunch sneeze..go back home sneeze..ARHHHH!! DUMBTARD im sneezing so badly.. ):

2008-07-28T20:35:00.001+08:00

okay today didnt do much though.in school slack go home slack.guess im damn tired very tired.in school nearly fall asleep then in bus wana take a nice long nap before reaching home then sheryl ask me to call cheryl to check out on her..because she aint feeling well..after that went back home cheryl called and we chatted for a while and i gave her a wake up call at 4pm LOL she slept like 3.26 pm somewhere there and she wants to wake up by 4..hahahah weird..

now busy tempting sheryl with apple strudels hahaha..oh boy my favourite:D at the mean time busy calling benje

gonna sleep real soon